Imiba yokuLindela

Ngaba unesivakalelo esifanelekileyo - ulindele? Iimvakalelo, kungekhona iimeko. Ayikho imini yokuhlawula ngomhla weshumi, kungekhona uvavanyo, kungekhona intlanganiso kunye nomthandayo. Akunjalo. Ulindele ummangaliso. Kwaye makuhlale kuphela okwesibini, kodwa kuya kukhunjulwa ubuncinane yonke imini. Kuya kuba yinto ekhethekileyo kuwe ngosuku oluluhlaza, apho wonke umntu enesicwangciso sobomi. Ngaba bekungeke kube mnandi xa umntu edlula, udibana nomama wakho, kwaye uyamomotheka ngokukhawuleza, ngokunyanisekileyo ukuthoba amehlo akhe? Uya kudlula kwaye ungaboni kwakhona, kwaye ungakhumbuli ubuso bakhe. Kodwa uya kukhumbula le nkcazo kwaye oku kujonga ixesha elide.
Ubuhle balo mvakalelo kukuba awukwazi ukuba kuya kwenzeka nini. Ukulindele ngokubuhlungu ukuphela komhla wokusebenza kwaye xa ufika uyayithatha. Kungekudala okanye kamva kuya kwenzeka nangoko kwaye kuxhomekeke kwingqesho yakho okanye ukuphindaphinda kwamaxesha eofisi yakho. Kwaye ukulindela, malunga nokubhala kwam, akuxhomeki kwixesha, indawo, okanye nayiphi na into. Akuxhomekeke kuyo nayiphi na into. Ngenxa yoko, ndimlinganisa nommangaliso. Ndiyakunika amakhulu emimiselo yexesha elinjalo, kodwa umntu ngamnye ngumntu ngamnye. Eyona nto iya kubonakala ibe ngummangaliso - kuba wena uya kuba ... kakuhle, kunokooqhelekileyo.
Ngokuqhelekileyo asiqapheli ixesha elinjalo. Musa nje ukuwaphulaphula. Kwaye kutheni? Oko ubambelela kuwe - uya kuqonda ngokukhawuleza kwaye ukhumbule oku. Awukwazi ukucinga ngeli xesha. Ubuso bakhe buya kuba sisisindo sokusichukumisa, amehlo avulekileyo kunye neentliziyo ezithintekayo esifubeni sakhe.
Khumbula ukumanga kweso sihlandlo nomntu omthandayo. Ngaba ucinga ngaloo mzuzu? Khumbula indlela owaphambuka ngayo kunye nomthandayo, ukulibala ukuba awusekho abantwana. Nangona umntwana kufuneka ahlale ngamnye kuthi, nguye ojika xa sigula okanye efuna ukuphumla kwaye akhohlwe ngabantu abadala. Ngokuqhelekileyo ukukhumbula ixesha elinjalo. Ziyimfuneko kuwo wonke umntu. Uze ulinde. Emva koko, kwenzeka njalo imihla.